where this leads i do not know…

many a time have i been in this situation, yet i feel that i am still in strange waters, flailing and struggling against the current and fighting to stay afloat.

how does one even begin to understand love? how do we even qualify what we feel as love? what if, this? and what if, that?

my heart is torn between loving the man i used to love, and the life that i love now. if i accept back old promises and old emotions glazed with new words, i will have to let my incredibly happy life go. a dilemma.

i know, deep within me, my heart bleeds for him still. yet does loving mean to sacrifice, AGAIN?

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