it is time… and it’s just a matter of time…
it takes a long while for some people to truly reach the point in their lives when they can say that ” i have truly learned how to let go”.
as humans, we hold on to what we hold dear. it could be something of high material value. or something we have always had. a bad habit we can’t live without. a thing given to us by someone important. an idealism that we believe in. a person we love.
we hold on to these things. we hold on for dear life. why?
because it is hard to let go. because letting go means to separate yourself from that which is important to you. we can not let go of something that gives meaning to our lives. we can not let go of something that brings you joy. we can not let go of something that gives us peace and happiness.
why would you let go of something that is a part of you? a part of who you are?
why would you let go when it means utter and indescribable pain? when it means that you would never be together again?
i want to hold on. keep holding on.
after all, i am in control of how should i feel about someone and who should i feel it for. after all, if i choose to hold on, nobody would know, except me.
i can never let go. how could i let go, when i have been touched deeply down to my core?
i’ll just hold on. hold on to this carefully. after all, it is only a matter of time. whether this could go on forever or not. whether this will have positive results or not. whether i will be happy or not.
it is just time. now it is time… to wait for the time…
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